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Hello,

I feel like I’m consistently always apologising lately for my lack of posts on here.

I wish I had more of an excuse for never posting any updates these days, but I don’t.

Thinking about how I let this blog go makes me feel guilty. This blog feels almost like a relic of a past life that I don’t want to return to.

Here, on this blog are captures all of my bad memories. Memories of times where I was so stressed out and anxious with the world around me that I had no where left to turn but to writing. A sanctuary where I needed to get thoughts and feelings off my chest.

I don’t really feel like I need that kind of sanctuary as much anymore. I’m feeling happy most of the time for once, and I want to share my happiness here, but also, I find with happiness comes business and I always forget to post here.

So, instead of broken promises and maybe nothings, I’m actually thinking of closing this blog forever.

I can’t bring myself to delete this blog, because I do have so many memories and attachments placed here and I still love this blog. I actually still love the thought of blogging, but perhaps not in the same way I used to run this blog.

I’m considering opening a new blog and starting all over again. I’ve probably lost everyone whom I used to talk to regularly on here, but maybe we’ll find each other once more.

Goodbye for now, but hopefully we will see each other again in the future.